Indigoish
“According to New Age beliefs Indigo children are highly sensitive with a clear sense of self-definition and a strong feeling that they need to make a significant difference in the world. They are empathic and can easily detect or are in tune with the thoughts of others, and are naturally drawn to matters concerning mysteries, spirituality, the paranormal and the occult, while opposing unquestioned authority and contradictory to convention. They are also said to feel a strong sense of entitlement.”
~Wikipedia
I don’t know much about Indigo. But I can think of people, places and activities I have been involved with. Quite quite Indigo-ish.
Not a hippie. Not rebellious enough for that. But very free, aware of the sense of freedom. And very assured. No proving to do. And full of questions and a touch of existentialism. Drowned in dope or engaged by keeping a busy schedule. Pure tiredness or sleep. A murmuring brain. Why am I here? What am I doing? What use is all this? From being absolutely non-judgemental to remarking “What a whore!” Acceptance. And a struggle you can’t put a finger on. When ultimately it feels like he is sensitive to vibes and moods and people’s frames of mind. Sensitive to all that he doesn’t want to be sensitive to. Doesn’t want to be a channel. Doesn’t want to understand circumstances, ironies and pathetic inequalities. Sensitive yet uninvolved. In tune. Outside. Really perceptive sometimes; Indigo for the heck of it at other times. Well, that can't be avoided, comes with the territory.
Its great to feel hungry and then take a shit later.