After making complicated Audio Visuals, I am unable to tackle this simple AV, almost just a slide show of correctly chosen images, some layering, no voice-over, no sound. The topic is sattva, or enlightened existence and spirituality that goes with wisdom. A topic I can’t tackle just now. My head refuses to budge. And how do I tell this to my boss who informed me this morning that the deadline went by yesterday. The boss who sits hour after hour at his chair handling multiple projects. One thing that he does not have is: Mood swings.
Spirituality is so different for different people. I don’t have to go so deep into the topic for the AV but it’s crazy to have to go deep enough and not too far to create a film that sets the mood, conveys the message but is not the most mind boggling piece ever.
I am having a hard time differentiating spirituality from escapism. One kind of spirituality would be in nothingness. Nothingness in mind, in vast empty landscapes of Ladakh, in a landscape capped and levelled by snow – all white, all same. Spirituality in homogeneity, in not looking for anything, in the absence of clutter. In the absence of a lot. In not wanting anything so that there are no disappointments. In just being. Might as well have cyanide and die. Dumb kind of spirituality huh.. Reducing oneself to an unfeeling slab of slate.
The other kind would be of controlled involvement. Participation in life but not taking any blow too hard. Kind of like the content shopkeeper who sees street dogs playing in front of his shop, his wife cooking monotonously, unconcerned by adulterated grains and pulses in gunny sacks among which rats run in his shop. A benign smile and you’re set.
Or the hedonistic kind of involvement in life where everything must be enjoyed to the fullest, explored. Attaining peace in life by jumping into life. No holds, No bars.
I don’t know. I have meandered. Spirituality may or may not be connected to this post now. I am just making excuses to not do the AV. You know what, great words are spoken by lazy people.