22 and no rewind
1 more oldie article
It has sunk in and now I am ok with being old, aged 22. That youngster phase is well behind me now. Not a rebel or shocker now. In profiles I dont describe myself as a mad person or a weird person. I dont go typically off-tangent and say, ‘Oh there are so many of me, which one shall I tell you about.”
Its ok to not be listening to music.
I have stopped taking pictures of myself in front of the bathroom mirror, holding the digicam at arm’s length.
My Mom and I are on the same thought plane, and more importantly it seems ok to admit that! I value clean beds and laundry service and cooked meals more than freedom and acknowledgement of my individuality.
If I started a business venture right now I wouldnt be surprising people as a young enterpreneur, which also means I better start something!
There must really be some passion in those 30 year old rock-band members who live in their Mom’s houses, living the lives of teenage band boys. Its tough NOT to acknowledge the passage of time.
But things are getting different. Times and associated activities are shifting. Most videogamers are not kids. They are 25 to 30 year old guys with goaties. Lover hunting goes on till one is an octagenarian. Botox paralyses time and faces. Well, thrills and youth have their own fun, but something is to be said for a stable comfy grown-up life.
Geez, I still have to get my first job! I better get my portfolio ready and play my young-and-fresh-college-grad card!
December 3rd, 2007 at 11:41 am
I’m still curious what happened in Besharam !
December 11th, 2007 at 10:11 pm
Funny, I feel younger at 47 than I have in the past twenty years. Feeling young is partly one’s physical condition and partly resources to do what you want. Too oracular?
February 4th, 2008 at 7:10 pm
bathroom mirror
You are SICK MAN…